NuMba One: Music
I love how there is a song for almost every moment, there are times silence is the most beautiful sound of corse. But I love Music, vinjelu put some Hip-hop and ragge albums on our computer last week (from DJing at a local radio station that plays way up in northern Canada) I LOVE this guy called "PAPA SAN", he's from Jamaica!
Anyway, awesome music to get you going while cleaning, waking up, or just a good fun evening.
Also love those relaxing albums like Nora Jones, just soothes the moments, makes cooking supper seem romantic with her music in the back ground.
NuMba Two: Friends
This week we have had someone over every night, just stopping by, we LOVE it! How precious it is to love and be loved! Our kids always love the company and other "aunties and uncles" to play and cuddle with. The company is amazing, and the times will always be remembered.
NuMba ThrEE: My Kids.... this might always be one my list
Seth is 2 years and almost 2 months old. Taliah is 7 months old. They are my daily joy. Seth is gaining so much more independence in everything, he is saying more then 4 new words a day, I can't even keep up with all his new words! Taliah is the most curious baby I've ever known, once she starts crawling I am going to be on majour baby watch, as shes putting absolutely everything in her mouth, and wants to touch everything. Seth was not like this. They both have loads of character, and everyday is a new adventure with them, even if all I get done is a few e-mails written, and laundry done!
NuMba Four: Rice
I am thankful for rice, because it is one of the only things my son will eat everyday. And it takes away some stress I have for my sons eating habits!
NumBa Five: I always feel like number five should be this amazing thing, you know the last one, go out with a bang....
I am exremely thankful for my marriage!
Vinjelu and I have been going back in our memories to our young love back before we even dated and remembered all those sparks flying, it has been so beautiful and precious to go back in our memories and share those moments again, mostly late at night once our kids are fast asleep..
I love this, and brings back those beautiful feelings from the beginning. I am making a little book writing down these memories, because details do seem to fade.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
The daily grind
Recently I've been forgetting appointments, e-mails, things I am suppose to do, and it is so frustrating! I don't know where my mind is. I have been feeling sick since October 2009, mostly every day, and recently all day, nausia, shaking, and dizzy. I can be sitting on the couch and feel like I am in the air sideways... very strange feeling, which I think is affecting my daily grind kind of things! So weird, anyway, no news on what it is yet, I have more testing to be done.
I have been writing music, which I haven't done in along time by my self, it's refreshing. I think the song coming out could be a love song for vinjelu, which would be nice, love songs are so hard to write I think because you want them to be so perfect...
Anyway, also been struggling with some people not knowing who I really am, being judged and put into a box, it's surprising how much that can hurt. But it's also make me appreciate my friends and family that do know me and vinj and love us through it all. Thank you to YOU for that!
If you think about us please pray for us.
On a bright side I am going to BC to visit my great friends Nici, Shelby, and Marrissa, and meeting other great people for 5 days. Shelby has 3 boys and Nici has 2 boys, so Seth will have a blast while we are there. I haven't seen them since my wedding basically besides a short meeting in red deer before seth was born. We got to go for free actually with a west jet credit we got back in July last year! I am a bit nervous to fly with both kids alone... but I know will survive, with sanity is in question.
Vinjelu will be alone obviously for these days : ) That hasn't happened in a long time, but I think he is looking forward to it in some ways, he gets to do music for hours in a row, which is really the way it needs to be done! If you think of him, drop off some supper : ) haha.
Just a quick post, will be back another day,
I have been writing music, which I haven't done in along time by my self, it's refreshing. I think the song coming out could be a love song for vinjelu, which would be nice, love songs are so hard to write I think because you want them to be so perfect...
Anyway, also been struggling with some people not knowing who I really am, being judged and put into a box, it's surprising how much that can hurt. But it's also make me appreciate my friends and family that do know me and vinj and love us through it all. Thank you to YOU for that!
If you think about us please pray for us.
On a bright side I am going to BC to visit my great friends Nici, Shelby, and Marrissa, and meeting other great people for 5 days. Shelby has 3 boys and Nici has 2 boys, so Seth will have a blast while we are there. I haven't seen them since my wedding basically besides a short meeting in red deer before seth was born. We got to go for free actually with a west jet credit we got back in July last year! I am a bit nervous to fly with both kids alone... but I know will survive, with sanity is in question.
Vinjelu will be alone obviously for these days : ) That hasn't happened in a long time, but I think he is looking forward to it in some ways, he gets to do music for hours in a row, which is really the way it needs to be done! If you think of him, drop off some supper : ) haha.
Just a quick post, will be back another day,
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